Post NaNoWriMo Blues

Another November gone. For those of you who,had so far, less than ten have sold their books to
like me, participated and WON in the Nationalbig traditional publishers.
Novel Writing Month, I bet you're all going throughOf course, the main aim of this marathon is to
the Post NaNoWriMo Blues.push your writing mind to the extreme, to
Yes, the heroic deed is done... 50,000 words in 30annihilate writer's block and silly procrastinations,
days. From about 60,000 participants, 9,765 won.and ultimately to proof to yourself that you can
When I reached the finish line, I opened a bottledo it.
of champagne and started bothering people onI can't say it was a smooth trip, and several
the phone. After all the bragging I had done fortimes I thought my ship would sink to the
months, this was a necessary act.bottom, but, as I already said, I had simply
The thing is, after all those overly caffeinated,bragged to shamelessly to family and friends, so
crazy days of extreme imaginative performance,that kept me going.
surrounded by mountains of laundry (Mom, I don'tWriting 1,667 words a day, the first and second
have clean socks left!), frozen dinners (Oh, no, notweeks went well. The third week killed me. I had
Chinese pizza again!), and bewildered expressionscreated too many characters, and they wanted
from family and friends (Look at you--when didto take control of the story without giving much
you last wash your hair?), I now share the samethought to the plot or to the red herrings I had
energy level as a zombie. My depleted mind can'tso generously put all over the first half of the
come up with any more words. In fact, writingbook. Tragedy struck: I didn't write for three
this column is like excavating a Sumerian artefactdays, and on the days I wrote, I didn't reach the
in tough terrain somewhere in the Middle East.daily quota. This threw my ship off course. The
Now I'm faced with the tough job of editing mywaters turned wild and murderous. The fourth
masterpiece, but that will have to wait till afterweek showed up without an invitation. I panicked.
Christmas. I'd much rather spend money and shopIf I wanted to make it, I would have to write
for the holidays than dive into my novel'salmost 3,000 words a day. So I kept hearing
dangerous murky waters, which even have anthese voices in my head... of my stuck-up cousin
army of violin-headed creatures... (yes, the soldiersHarriet, for example: "Oh, you lost? I somehow
have violins instead of heads--and no, I wasn'texpected it. It takes will and determination to
exposed to too many Dali paintings during mywrite a whole book in one month, after all. Don't
childhood). Will I be able to sell my novel? Onlyworry, there's always next November for this
time will tell. It's interesting to mention that of allyear's losers." Okay, so I don't have a cousin
the thousands of winners which NaNoWriMo hasnamed Harriet. I just hate that name.