Why Many College Students Cannot Access Childhood Memories

As an instructor of writing classes for freshmanenlightening-study that revealed much about my
university students, I have found that when westudents-and teachers.
write about topics that interest us, we are lessI expected that I would discover that the
prone to procrastinate and to experience writersstudents who spent their time playing video
block. Teaching a class that is a degreegames and watching television would be the ones
requirement rather than a chosen electivewhose lives were a blur. This was not the case.
sometimes results in a situation where studentToo easy. But what I did discover was that there
are--shall we say--a little less than enthusiastic. So,are 4 essential ingredients in a life experience that
I try to create assignments that students mightenable us to recall it. The more ingredients, the
find interesting. One such assignment is a "Thenmore likely we are able to retrieve the memory.
and Now" compare/contrast essay whereHere they are:
students divide their lives in half and compare key1. The activity is self-created, using our imagination
issues, such as spirituality, sexuality, identity,and creativity. These are the games of hide and
education, siblings, friends, career goals, music, art,seek and pretend. These are the sports played in
politics, etc. How did they feel about these thingsvacant lots rather than astro-turf. They are the
at age 10? Age 20? Do they feel the same wayones that belong to us because we were essential
or have they changed?in their creation.
When I first explain the task, students will often2. The activity is shared. If we are hiding;
ask questions about essay structure and length,someone has to find us. If we throw a ball,
and investigate the issues that are important tosomeone has to catch it. If we write, someone
them. Some resist altogether. All of this ishas to read it.
expected. However, what I did not expect were3. The activity is intermittent, not routine. It's the
the students who said that they could nottime when things went unexpectedly right or
remember anything from that period in past lives.wrong. It was not scheduled, but a spur of the
I probed by asking about their friends, sports,moment; it was unique. This is the time when you
school, vacations, etc, and gradually some werelost your fishing pole to the biggest fish you will
able to revive some memories, but they stillnever get to see. It was the family vacation
struggled. This puzzled me, for this was morecamping, it was the basketball pick-up game, it
than the normal resistance to assignments. Thiswas the spontaneous music jam; it was the time
was genuinely a blank time for them.you won or lost.
At first, I silently blamed the video games,4. The activity is outdoors. Weather is
television, and the internet as the source thatever-shifting. Seasons change. Your entire body is
numbed their minds. But that was too easy. Theengaged: the elements are constantly pressing on
real answer is always more complicated. So overyou, cold, hot, windy, clear, the change of light. It
the next five years, I gave the students ais not controlled by a thermostat; it is
questionnaire at the beginning of the semesterunpredictable.
that asked them a series of questions: I askedAfter several years, gradually I was able to see
them about the things that they did when theythe patterns, and while I cannot revive students
were kids. The series included sports, schools,memories for them-there is no rewind button
teachers, reading, art, music, nature, church,here-- I can learn from this and become a better
family, friends, vacations, parents, television,teacher for it. I have learned that the classroom
games, internet, etc. Each year I collected theshould incorporate these 4 elements, too: The
data and charted the results, connecting theirlearning process should be surprising, unpredictable,
answers to trends: the students who could easilyunique, shared, and self-created; whenever
access their childhood memories and those whopossible, it should extend past the four fluorescent
could not. At this point, I must insert that I am nowalls. And as teachers, we should practice what
psychologist; I am a teacher who cares aboutwe preach, and fill our lives with the same bounty
students, and my study did not intend toof life memories that we wish for our students,
incorporate a vast body of research into thewith a sense of adventure and possibilities, rich
influences on our ability to retain information andwith recollection.
the vagaries of memory. Mine was a simple-yet